need your advice guys, because i think im screwed. a few months back, me some of my bros where in a 24 hour crosser to Finland and where partying like crazy. when i was going back to my rum to get some beer, a drunken chick was passing by and later took a hold of my arm and asked if i knew were here rum was. at first i was going to tell her to fuck off but then i got an idea and told her i was going to take her there. (but it was my rum) when we got inside we shared a few words and she was pretty much out of it. i started coming on to her and kissing her, she resisted but i keep forcing her and later taking off her clothes and force her on the bed. then i stared fucking her and she started crying a litel but later on she was enjoying it and told me how big my dick was. after an hour of fucking on my bed/shower, i forced her to put her cloths on and escorted her to a bench a few meters from my rum and gave a guy 15 bucks for helping her back to her rum. after that i never saw her intill one of my friends found her Facebook where he implayed she was going on a ship we gonna take next month. should i go? was i really raping her?